Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Back From Laziness

Hye to all readers and it's been a while i haven't write in this blog.
It is because i have another 3 main blogs that i have to maintain everyday.
So after i think almost a year i decided to write back in this blog.
Hopefully you'll enjoy my writing after this because i will write all about
my feeling(happiness,sadness,and etc) here because another blog was actually
for business and public purpose.So i think its better to share and
express all my feeling by writing in this blog(do you think it so).
Hope i can get support from all of you and give me comment
(no matter negative or positive) to build up my energy and emotion.

p/s :
- actually i got a lot of thing to share with all of you and hopefully i can recovered from all the pain inside my heart.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU...

I hate Everything About You->(Dedicated to all my x-girlfriend)

Darling…

I hate everything about you…You know why…Because when you want me you’ll will say you love me…But after you got what you want you yell at me…

Darling…

I hate everything about you…You wanna know why…Because i am always stay by your side whenever you need me but…When i need you and something that i want…You left me without any reason…

Darling…

I hate everything about you…You know why…Because i love your family same like i love my family…But you since to hate my family and didn’t resect my family…

Darling…

I hate everything about you…You wanna know why…Because every single second i keep on thinking about you and sincere to you…But you even i have give you all that you need…you keep on entertaining other eople(especially man)huh…went out with other boyfriend while i am suffering in my dull life…

So darling…remember what goes aroud turns around.You will feel what i feel…The God is Fair to other s..Remember.

THOSE WERE THE DAYS

Once Brothers Forever Brothers(Dedicated to My Best Friend That I Think Will Never Be A Friend Anymore)

Once we knew each other i have already believe that we will be brothers…Never put in even a small prejudice and always trust in you…We always support and never fought each other…

Even we studied in a different class we will stay up together to reach our goals…All of your friends were also my friends and all of my friends were also your friends…I ate what you ate…and i drunk what you drunk…

We believe in a same way of life…cry together laugh together…You and me are the same…That’s what we always say…

But now,it was different…I am your worst nightmare and also your worst enemy.You turn your back at me…Hate me as you hate your enemy…but still don’t know why is it happen…

Dear friend…If i have made any mistake…please tell me…Even it will brake my pride…even it will brake my heart…I will do it as long we can be like the past time we do…We always said that don’t be a coward…don’t mess with each other…But now what have you done…You broke my heart into pieces…You left me aside without reason…

And lastly my friend,I apologize for all the mistakes that i have done…Even though i don’t know what it is…If i made you piece off…And even we can’t be like those past days…Please forgive me and please let the past be gone…Because we only live once and we never know when we will end our lives…TQ for being a good friend of mine and one more time i hope that you will forgive me for all the sins that i have made until our relationship ended like this….

~~Bean Moreno~~

Monday, September 24, 2007

"Bautiful Liar"

Do we aware that we are surrounded by the most dangerus weapon on earth.It still remain as dengeous weapon but we still need it.It was called GIRL or what should I say,"Beautiful Liar".Maybe some of you will think that i am crazy but it is a fact.But actually not all of the girls are "Beautiful Liar".

As in a normal life one of the most guys weaknesses was "Beautiful and sexy gilrs"HAHA..All guy will seek for a beautiful gilrs for their couple but do they think that sometimes they were used by the beauty of a girl...For me i have experience getting used by this "Beauiful Liar".That's why i said that not all of the girls outside there were really serious and sincere to their relationship.Todays many of the girls didn' have the sincerity in their love an relationship.

Some of them just want us only for their part time partner.Some of them will love you if you have money.And a part of them will only come to you just for fun o what should i say for SEX.HUHU...They were really slicky and smart.They wil use many tactic to make you fall in love wil them espeacially their most powerful weapon is their beauty. They will seduce us with their beauty and sexiness just to get what ever they want from you.And after they have success an satisfied in their mission they will leave you behind and fine another victim.

So guys beware of this "Beautiful Liar".If you love somebody make sure that she was not categorized as a "Beautiful Liar" bacause they can ruin your life.

Appreciation No More...A tribute to Nurin Jazlin

TRIBUTE TO NURIN JAZLIN
"ALFATIHAH"


As we know there is one sad moment happenned in Malaysia.It was because Nurin Jazlin left us with many question that couldn't be answered by many of us.She was died because she became a victim of irresponsible animal that acted like a human.A haman that have lost his mind and sense of humanity.Or should i call stupid and heartless people.
How should we categorized this heartless type of people.How can we punished them because of their attitude.I also still can't understand why this type of people still life in this civilised world.For me this sex maniac people should die with all their bustard habits.
Can't they read what other people think.Can't they think before they done the stupid things.And can't they release they sex addict to other person not to a child that knows nothing.Shame of you.I still can't understand why should they punished a little girl for their mistake.If they really can't hold anymore,they can release their sex addict to GRO or maybe hooker.Why to a little girl.It doesn't make any sense.
I hope the person that responsible doing that stupid stuff and attituse to Nurin please come out.Where is your guts when you do that shame attitude.Where is your guts when you dare to ruin a little girl life.For me you are gutless and coward.And one word for you "Fuck Off And Die".
Saturday, September 22, 2007

Blood Brothers Ceremony(Muar)

PRECIOUS CEREMONY PICTURE


This is the picture that very precious to me because what that i have planned a long time ago can be done last night.This is a reunion of all my brothers after a long sleep.But this is only a part of us.I still have a couple of boys that can't attend this ceremony.

It was very fun and we have a good chat in a couple of subject.Thanks for my "brother" in Muar that can make this plan happened and we was very glad with it.Thanks for all of my guys that can come and waste your time to have this ceremony.Hope we will make a difference in our life and i hope all of you can give 100% commitment to our next project.
Thursday, September 20, 2007

I CANT WAIT TO FACE TODAY...

Today i am very happy because i will hang around with my "Blood Brothers" or what can we say... "Triads Members".Hehehe..Just joking.After a long time i have planned and organized this group at last i can see all of my the result of my sacrifice...Even a bit sad seeing some of my boys wasn't active anymore.With these new boys, I have planned many thing to make something new in our life...We have planned to open a new business together and i was hoping that they will give their commitment to this plan.

So come on brothers we have to show something to somebody that hate us.Open their eyes and let them see that we are something and can make it happen.I just need your commitment.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Honey I betrayed you...Sorry...

Honey,first of all i am very sorry because i betray you at the first place.I didn't mean to do this to you but i have to do this to make myself feel happy.You were very precious to me but sometimes you make me feel sick of your attitude and i perforce to find somebody to make me feel good.But believe me my ba,you are still in my heart and i still love you eventhough there is somebody that can me feel happy.

I hope you will forgive me for all that i have done and never think to leave me behind.I just hope that you will understand my situation and hoping that you can change your attitude and pray for me.Believe me that only you that i really love and if there is another girl in my life it is just a place where i can forget what ever you have done to me and nothing more than that.

I need you to know that i ned you in my life an what ever that i have done is just for our relationship.I just don't want to argue with yu.I just want to to evade us for fighting each other.I hate when you said that i only think about myself.For your information every night i keep on thinking about you and how i can make ou happy.

Hope one day you will unerstand my feeling my lovely baby...

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Love that passed by

I have a sad story that happened to my friend.He got somebody that he really love and he will sacrifice his heart and soul to win her love.But the main thing is he scared to express his love to that girl.They have known each other for i think almost 4 years and none of them really have the guts to express their feeling on how much they love each other.In other words cowards.

They keep on dating and and do what ever couple do but still havent express their love.One day,his girlfriend have a nightmare that really touch her heart and she cried all night long after she got up from the bad dream.In the dream she went to see his boyfriend and this is the dialog of her dream.

Boy : "Hye darling,maybe this is the last chance for us to meet each other because after this i will go to a far place that we can't meet each other again."

Girl : "What are you saying.Where do yu want to go."

Boy : "I also didn't where is the place.I only know that it is very far and we will never can meet each other.At that place i can run as far as i can and i also can fly high."

Girl : "Stop talking nonsence.I dont believe it ant how dare you want to leave me alone."

And then the boy flew away and leave the girl alone.And in the dream The girl scream as loud as she can to call her boyfirend back.

The next day the girl meet the boy at the same place as in her dream.The boy are wearing the same cloth as in her dream.Without wasting anytime,the girl ask...

Girl : " Darling what is your feeling towards me.Did you have any feeling to me.Did you love me as your special girlfriend or only as a friend."

Boy : " I don't know."

Girl : " Why."

Boy : " Because i really don't know how am i gonna express what actually my feeling towards you."

Girl : "Its ok.If you didn't love me.I just wanna know what is your feeling towards me."

Boy : "Sorry i came here just wanna tell you that i will be leaving tomorrow.My parent send me to Australia to further my study.And i want you to be at the airport tomorrow for the last time."

Girl : "Hm...I will come if i can make it tomorrow because i have to attend my friend party."

The boy was very sad because actuallytomorrow he will tell that girl how much he loves her.But her answer was very frustrated.

On the departure day,the boy was waiting for his girl to come but until the time has arrived the girl never show up.He was very frustrated and gave her mother a letter to give to the girl.Meanwhile the girl was enjoying her self at the party.

Suddenly,while she was enjoying herself at the party she watched a report on the tv saying that the flight to the Australia was crushed and she remembered that the boy was on the plane.She was really shocked abd immediately go to the boy's house to meet his parent.When she arrived to the place the mother gave her a letter wrote by the boy.

In the letter he wrote.....

The content of this letter will be revealed in other episode of this sad love story...


Saturday, September 15, 2007

When Love Turns Down...

People see that love is a beautiful thing.Love is everything.And love is exciting.

But can you see that sometimes love is a burden.Love is an enemy.And love can be a destroyer.

Love can be beautiful if you can find the correct path to make it beauty....

But sometimes love can be horrible if you make it in an astray way...

Love is everything when you are willing to sacrifice your importance...

And love can be nothing if you just wanna have fun with it...

Love is exciting if you enjoy your love with your love one...

But it will become the worst nightmare or burden if you do it for lust...

Love can be very nice friend when you take care of it...

But it can be your enemy if you waste it...

Love can be a saviour when you look after it...

And it can be a destroyer If you were lingering over the beauty of it...


So remember,Love is easy when it run smoothly and it can be hard when you didn't discover what actually love is....


///bean moreno///

HUMAN MACHINE OPERATOR

Many of us didn't know that we are living in a capitalist world.We studied about the history.We know that capitalist was a system that was used to opressed people.Low class people or what should we call "poor people" was used to make other people become rich.This is what we call Human Machine Operator.

Now this hideous and disgraceful method was used again in our moden and high tech era.We can see that people are using people to get what they need.They just give order and get what ever they want it to be.Even we worked in an executive level we were also used to make their live better.

Why did i think that way,you look now.Even we work hard to achieved our goal,but we haven't get any benefit from our hard work.All the capitalism only use our strength and sometimes our time to make their life comfortable.Many of our rich man get all their property by using other people sweat.People worked hard to strive and survive in live but they still didn't understand what people want.The only think what they want to buy and what they want to eat.

They will never respect what we want and what suppose they give to use.For them we are not more that a beggar that cadge for life.They only take care of us if they want us to do something for them.If there are nothing to do with us,they will simply throw us away.They will never ignore us.

I am very sad to see people used their own race just to make their lives richer and richer.They use us same like they use machine.They operate us like our body contain grease not blood.They always think that we are like robot that can operated 24/7.Even robot have to be rest to make sure it can be operated smoothly.If we take MC they will never believe but they will say that we are lazy.But did they they about our welfare.Thats why i call them Human Machine Operator.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

RAMADHAN

Ramadahan was one of the month that all the Muslims will fast.They will endure their their selves from eat,drink and do all the dirty work.Only in this month we can see Muslim people clean up themselves.Many of people just see ramadhan or fasting as tired month.If we study about the ramadhan we will see that all the thing that we do in ramadhan got its own overbalance.

For example we endure ourselves from eat and drink.In this way we can clean our womb from food toxic.In this month we can relax our womb from working because it has been working for 11 month.hehehe...In ramadhan also we can train ourselves to do all the good thing and gain reward(in religion) from God.

In Ramadhan we can see and know what unity is.All muslim will cooperate to finished many work together.They help each other such as cooking together and pray together.Ramadhan can give us many benefit and can train ourselves to be a better person mentally and also externally.So appreciate your Ramadhan.

LOVE POETRY

Love...

Simply come and simply go...

Easy to get and easy to blow...

Easy to find but hard to know...


Love...

Can be weak and can be strong...

Can be right and can be wrong....

Can b red and can be brown...


Every time we Think about love...

Feelings can become extraordinary...

can change our life become disciplinary...

Can turn sad to happy...


So appreciate your love one...

It's hard to find somebody to love you...

but it's easy to make somebody to hate you...

express your feeling and then you'll know...


- Bean Moreno-

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

FUN AND EXCITING

Yesterday i went for a trip with my team to one of the greatest theme park in Asia.We have went to Sunway Lagoon.There was many funny things and many activities that we have done together to release our stress that we face in the office.

We really enjoy our vacation there and we hope we can organize another trip together and have fun in a team.And i will remember all the things that we have done together in my life even though it was happen only for one day.

So in the next post i will put all the photos the have been taken the whole day in our trip to SUNWAY LAGOON.Viva ma friends...
Sunday, September 9, 2007

VISIT MALAYSIA 2007

THE BEAUTIFUL OF MALAYSIA

PUTRAJAYA MOSQUE


KLCC


EYE ON MALAYSIA


JALAN PETALING/PETALING STREET


KL TOWER

Look how beautiful and peaceful my country is.I am very proud and happy to be a Malaysian.So hope all of you will come to visit my Country,Malaysia.


To Make Your Girlfriend Conscious

Hehehe...This is my achievement in life.You know what.Before this my girlfriend is a person who only knows about what she need and never think about what you feel or what should i call SELFISH...Everyday i will let she win the GAME.I always patient dealing with her attitude.If she doesn't like she will totally reject.But know with all the patient that i have in me succeed and i have change her to an understanding and also a sweet person.It make me loves her and would not think to find another girl.hehehehe :P

WHAT A SAD DAY...

You know what..Yesterday was my bad day.My company deducted my salary.Just because i make a tiny mistake.They have deducted RM300 from my actual salary just because of i put the wrong case category at the report.But you know what,the mistake comes from their damn procedures.They change the procedures to make our work become more tough.

Can you imagine,why should a CSR do a Technical Report(TR) to assign a technician.Why should a CSR do that for???Is it necessary...They ask us to do many things that w should not do but never increase our salary but deduct our salary.Is it fair to us.We worked hard to achieve their satisfactory but id they take care of our welfare.Th answer is NO!!!

Is it fair to people like us....Isn't it call capitalist.Isn't it called oppression.Damn company...
Friday, September 7, 2007

REMEMBER OUR ROOTS

Hye,i am back again with another story and journey of my life and you can also can feel it if you think inside it.Now i will like to tell you about one guy that have forgotten his root and didn't remember where he come from.Sound like stupid right but it is real and it is happen in my life journey.

How do you feel if you face this kind of person.I am really sick of him.Seriously he was really damn ungrateful.Actually this person came from poor background of family.He also start his job same like me and same like us that is CSR.But now he got promoted to another level.And his salary also increase.

Before he got promoted he was quite damn good.Always consider about people's feeling,always took care of others people need.But now,what he cares is only his money.Always like to blame other people and like to make hanky panky with other people.If people make a little mistake he will write email and send to operation manager.STUPID right.I don't know what happen to him.May god show him what that he has done was wrong.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007

MORE JOKES

Student

Once an elephant along with his father goes to the house of a female elephant his father had chose for him.
after having all the stuff there,he says he doesnt like the girl...why????
ANSWER:-because the girls complexion was dark

JOKE OF THE DAY

FOOLISH MAN

Once an illiterate person went to write an exam.He was writing his paper and suddenly removed his clothes and the supervisor asked him why have u removed YOUR clothes .then that person said cant u read dat it is said that ANSWER IN BRIEF.

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